*cough*.......umm hi there *wink wink* XD

don't smile at me and tell me everythings gonna be fine. don't expect me to ever be happy for you. i fucking hate you and everything about you. i hate your face. i hate ur smile, i don't care if you ever smile again in this life time. i can't stand to hear ur voice, i hope you burn in hell. i don't care for you much. you made me die inside.......i don't need you nor ur sympathy. i'll be just fine drowning in alcohol and ripping away my pain and what i hate the most about you is..........you made me love you, the sad part is i can't stop....ur the only one. i can't think unless its about you. i can't sleep, to afraid i might shed tears thinking about you in my dreams. i can't eat because my stomache denies everything except my strong feelings for you. i no longer want to love you but i'm forced into a sick feeling without ur love.............to foolish to admit i need you, the best place i belong is with you. my world is turning i feel very sick. i'm stuck in a bad dream without your heart........and it never ends. soon i'll sober up and realize once again its not worth waking up if ur not there beside me........i rather spend the rest of forever slowly fading away in these nightmares hating the fact i lost you .

                                                                                                                         sincerely dead

P.S

     that was me being a complete fucking idiot.............the truth is i was just talking out of my ass and just mad cause i lost my true love and too stubornt to fix my attitude. BABE IK THIS WAS REALY OLD BUT  I JUST WANT TO SAY ONCE MORE I'M REALLY GREAFUL TO HAVE YOU YET LUCKY TO  HAVE YOU AND I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH BABY!!!!!!!